Alas, me, late to class? well maybe just a tad. I'm sorry for the delay, but running from your past can be a task, one you could never complete only ash, and and watch it flake and fall onto the concrete and grass. Meanwhile yoou are trying to outlast those feelings of brash wrath, and just maybe crack your insanity cast maybe then you will be able to laugh. Though i doubt that because nothing ever changes they just rearrange it to make last seem first, and first seem last. They don't take into consideration your damage, your hurt, not realizing what you are worth, or even acknowledging your birth. At the end of the day you have to gather the right tools before you can plant yourself into this earth.