Tiny pink pill.
Set me free from pain.
Numb to the bone, peace to the mind,
Let go of the stress a tear secretly hides.
And you know I’m trying to be strong,
but i’m so tired of being strong....
Do you even know the weight i’ve held?
So drained, why can’t a hero need help?
drowning.
Don’t save me.
This is exactly how god made me.
Trying to speak out from statement,
I've realized that not everybody makes it.
Looking through the tears in my eyes,
the world seems different in this sight.
Looking through the fear in my eyes,
This rooms seems different without light.
Destruction. Pain. and suffrage.
I'm breaking down all I’ve built.
insane, sick with something.
This life's crooked. World hanging on a tilt.
Why did you do this?
Why am I f***ed up?
Look at all the things I've f***ed up.
Lay down and let reality hit,
shut your mouth to let that sour taste sit.
Think of your past, present, future,
Didn't ever think you grow up a user.
Now just think how far you've come,
Then think how far you should.
Picked up a pen, just hoping it could write,
This is exactly what 17 years looks like.