Oh I look in my mind 
At the mess that I've caused
I don't regret it 
But I just wish it was different 
I thought it was gonna be the love I haven't had in a while 
What I thought we had together
I thought I would wanna stay with you forever 
Oh I know your supposed to be 
Everything to me
I know your supposed to be 
Everything I've ever dreamed
But I don't know if your what I need

I need someone to be my friend
To stay with me until the end
To love me for me 
and not for what I am
And even though you do 
I can't explain why 
But I gotta hurt you 
Even though I know I don't mean to 
Even though your everything I could have dreamed for and more 
I'm just not given you
what you deserve 

I know everything seems just right 
But not on the inside
Maybe we just need time 
Maybe I just need to breathe 
I need to let go of the old
And embrace what you have to give  
And learn to open and not be so cold
Because your not the one who loved me so 
Even though you feel close 
I'm miles from where you wanna be 

Bridge:
Oh you don't know my secrets 
You don't know my dreams
You don't know anything except that you wanna be with me
And sometimes it's just not enough 
Let's end it now before 
It gets to deep 
So we both don't sink with our memories
But I just wanna let you know
I'm here when you call 
Untill the world ends 
Oh please don't blame yourself 
This is all my fault 
 

I need someone to be my friend
To stay with me until the end
To love me for me and not for what I am
And even though u do 
I can't explain why 
But I gotta hurt you 
Even though I know I don't mean to 
Even though your everything I could have dreamed for and more 
I'm just not given you
what you deserve