I can't see. Darkness surrounds me. My heart is breaking from every thing I feel. Sometimes I ask is this even real? I think about the mess I have made and say "That is a price I have never paid." My words breaks in two. And i always want to blame it on you. But you see, there's no one to blame, but me. So i will try to do my best and let God handle the rest. I will try to let go, of what is hold me so. I am waiting for the light. It's so close, it's in sight. I know I have done wrong and right. But now I am as in the sky higher than a kite. And I see Your beautiful face stare at me, and You see there person I was always meant to be...