It’s okay.

You don’t have to

cry anymore

We’re here with you

We love you

We support you

You’re fine

Is what they say

They lie

They lie

They lie to this life

The tears wash away the pain

The pain always comes back

I still have to cry

It hurts

They don’t care about me.

They’re not with me.

They don’t love me.

They don’t support me.

I’m not fine.

Help me, save me.

I’m not fine.

My heart hurts.

I’m dying from this pain.

Kill me now.

It hurts too much

I don't want to live.

I want to keep this heart beating

But it’s too hard.

I can’t

I want to but I can't

Help me now

please

People say

they say they’re fine

when they’re really not fine.

They say that they’re depressed

just for a joke.

Just to look cool.

They say they want to kill themselves

just because.

They say their parents will kill them.

Just to look stressed.

Just to look cool.

But deep down inside, they realize.

They know that they want to live.

They know that living is a gift.

But they only care about their images.

That hurts me.

Because I’m really not fine.

I’m spoiled rotten.

I have everything I need in life and more.

I have the best life anyone could wish for.

But I still think that I should have the right to be unhappy.

I still think my life is lacking.

I still think I’m special just because I have gifts.

I think that I’m worth living for.

I still think that I have the right to cry just because problems happen.

Just cause life happens.

Who am I?

I ask myself every day

I don't know.

I look in the mirror.

her eyes see someone imperfect

Her eyes see a girl

who can't help

but try to be beautiful.

I’m a monster

I want to love myself

I can’t

I don’t want to

But i want to

I need help

Because i’m not okay

Because i’m not fine

They say i’m the one I should love

What if i can’t

Because i really can’t

Because i want to

But i don’t want to

Because i need to

But because i can’t

Help me, save me.

I’m not fine.

My heart hurts.

I’m dying from this pain.

Kill me now.

It hurts too much

I don't want to live.

I want to keep this heart beating

But it’s too hard.

I can’t

I want to but I can't

Help me now

please