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Oh How I Wish..
Dear love!
The best day of my life was 5 years ago: the day I saw you for the very first time. I still remember that day when a slight sight of you made me thunderstruck. Since that day, my heart skipped a beat every time I saw you. I didn't know you nor do I know now, but the spell you cast upon me made you my favourite magician. Those incredible few moments when you walked past me, and it made me blindfolded; that sweet little sleepy voice of yours, that still rings in my ears. The way you laughed, the way you got angry: those freckles on your face; nothing and no one knew that they were making me fall in love with you more and more by each passing day.
You were my favourite ruthless killer: acting like you don't know me, pretending you didn't see me. Your very gestures were killing me, breaking me apart, tearing my insides, making me breathless.
I tried to talk to you a couple of times, but my tongue got tied every time. I was scared: scared of your rejection, fear of you not accepting me. The words were trapped inside my mouth, refusing to come out, and thus it has been 5 years of my struggle.
And now......
I've come far away from you, making ‘us’ impossible. Actually, there is no ‘us’; never was and never will be. Though I miss those days, I know they won't ever be back again. I have just realized it and now I'm waiting to accept this fact. And one day I will!
Maybe the destiny was not in our favour; maybe there was no love! </3
Just a few more sleepless nights and a little crying in the mornings, and I will be over you..........</3 (I hope!)
Oh how I wish you were mine! </3
Was never yours,
Eesha.....
Aug 26th, 2015
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This is my story. I was in love with a boy when I was 10 years old. Ive been in love with him since. It was the best kind of love I had ever experienced, though, he didn't even know me. He was a popular guy, not just in his school or college, but in the whole city. And I was just an ordinary girl. The only people who knew about me were my family and my few close friends. They, too, didn't know me so well. Nobody knew that I was in love with a guy that I knew nothing about. Yes, I was in love with him, not knowing anything about him. His name, where he lives, how old he is: I knew nothing until one day my friend told me that he is her brother. Even then, I was too scared to ask her about him so I never got to know him. But to my luck, she did mention his name and a few of his qualities and his stories, just randomly. My whole family migrated from Pakistan to Canada and the only thought I had was, "I'll never get to see him again". That was the time when I wrote this about him and people started asking questions and forcing me to pursue my love. Fortunately, I finally made a move AFTER coming here. And now it's been almost 3 years that we're in a long distance relationship. He moved too, to Germany. And we have been deciding to marry each other in a few years once he gets settled. It is a dream come true. <3