There once was a girl who had a horrible childhood. Her father abused her mother. Her parents fought constantly. Her parents tried to get a divorce for over 10 years. Neither agrees on anything. Over the years of her childhood she never once saw a real relationship. One with the good in it. All she saw was bad. Later down the road her father went away for a long time. She never got to see her father much, he never came around. He never paid child support never helped with the money issue. The girl’s mother stressed alot. She took out her angry on the kids. Not physically but emotionally. She always said hatefull things. Mean things. It was hard on the kids. Later in the girl’s adolescent year her father came back. All she wanted was a real father all her life so she tried to make her father into one. She called him “daddy” got him to do stuff with her and help out more. She always thought in the back of her mind that one day she would tell her father how much he ruined her life. That day never came. In the girl’s teenage years her father was killed in a freak accident. Many kinds of tears came from that. Abandonment, pain, loss, fear, anger, and most of all regret. One year down the road the girl’s 5 other brothers and sisters split. There was no real family anymore. Her mother was a horrible person. Angry at the world. The girl was never the same. Her relationships always ended badly she never had a chance really. Her life was screwed up from the beginning. She will never have a relationship because of the relationships she went through and witnessed. She never had a real father figure and craves the attention of males. She has “daddy issues.” She has issues in general. But you would never realize all this has happend to this girl because she hides it. She puts on a smile.

This girl is me.